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Leave a Whisper

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so what's on your mind?

last night I got up to go get a drink and momentarily freaked myself out, thinking there was someone in the house cuz the kitchen light was still on, so there I am in my pjs lugging my little knife around like I think I'm frickin...Rambo or something I dunno and checking the house when I realized that I musta flipped the wrong switch. I'm such a paranoid doofus! hahaha!
 
Ahahahaha! I love ya, Leave a Whisper! I've totally done stuff like that. You were right to be worried. It could have been a serial killer, I've seen enough movies to know!

The other day I was walking down the dirt road at night. We have tonnes of snakes (most are non venomous, but we do have some purdy big copperheads and I've been bit once, so I'm twice shy). I spotted a big ol' snake, right smack in the middle of the road. I couldn't get by without wading into grass, so I threw several little rocks at it to get it to go on it's way. It wouldn't. I told it, "Go away, snake! I gotta go home!" It said nothing, its silence mocking me. I finally got desperate so I took off my shoe and chunked it at him. And realised he was a stick.

Time for glasses. LOL! :blush:
 
Feeling kinda over-whelmed by things

Almost like that feeling I have so much to do at once, lots of things changing at once almost like I can't keep up with everyone else around me, or myself
 
Wedding planning is running around my mind. It's like one thing gets done and then more things keep coming up. Bah! No one ever tells you that planning a wedding can so frustrating. They make it seem all glittery rainbows, but boy that is sure sugar coating it. It'll be great once we actually get to the big day.

And bunbun, I love your snake story!
 
Ahahahaha! I love ya, Leave a Whisper! I've totally done stuff like that. You were right to be worried. It could have been a serial killer, I've seen enough movies to know!

...or, ya know... it could have been evilbunnyfoofoo in your house. I hear she likes to stalk people by hanging out in the bushes by their homes... :blink:

I am so not ready for the school year to kick-start. I am currently thankful that the university I work for is on quarters and I have another week and a half off... but I'm still not ready. Where did the summer go?! I had so many plans for finding new books for my classes, sewing projects, applying to new jobs (boy is that ever a long story)... sigh. I love my students, but I'm not looking forward to this school year. There is a high probability for awkwardness with my boss, who is the reason I'm looking for a new job. I can use all the positive pony vibes you can send my way.
 
I hate when that happens!! My fiance and I often watch horror movies so we both get super paranoid at night. It doesn't help he sleep walks! Try bumping into a 6'5 giant in the middle of the night. I can't tell you how many shoes he's had thrown at him! :lolpony:

I'm thinking about settling into my new home. I'm also trying to find locals in the area I can hang out with. I'm only 19 so I need to socialize or I get cabin fever
 
I'm currently really annoyed because I can't find season 2 of MLP on YouTube anymore.
 
Rough financial waters ahead for me. This Halloween swap will be my first and last swap for awhile, unless I can find an internship that pays well. Other than that, I will be graduating in April. Hooray, finally! I've been in school for like 12 years and I'm so done with it.
 
Blinging up more custom ponies, rolling in the caaa$$$hhh~

was just thinking about how all of my custom pony sales have been through Facebook lately and that I've only had like 1 sale through deviantArt~

Then bam, tonight 1 note- inquiry for a $250.00 job and the person registered today just to message me~

Maybe it's time to put my email address on my deviantArt page... <___<

My daughter started 2nd grade, my 3 year old is starting preschool... thinking about his potty training, too. Just did it for 3 weeks straight, he opposed it so it's time to wait a couple months then try it again~

My heart's been speeding up uncomfortably and I don't know if it's my antibiotics but I'm getting tired easy every day and having to take naps
Then again I'm recovering from my infections still so I shouldn't expect myself to feel 100% just because I started the pills

I'm just always ready to jump up and proceed life as normal, being busy then bam... nope. XD DOWN FOR THE COUNT lol
 
...or, ya know... it could have been evilbunnyfoofoo in your house. I hear she likes to stalk people by hanging out in the bushes by their homes... :blink:

I am so not ready for the school year to kick-start. I am currently thankful that the university I work for is on quarters and I have another week and a half off... but I'm still not ready. Where did the summer go?! I had so many plans for finding new books for my classes, sewing projects, applying to new jobs (boy is that ever a long story)... sigh. I love my students, but I'm not looking forward to this school year. There is a high probability for awkwardness with my boss, who is the reason I'm looking for a new job. I can use all the positive pony vibes you can send my way.

Wha... MOI? Okay. Yeah. I like to peek in windows. I only wanna see what colour your couch is. I promise. :winkpony:

Your boss is a stinky pickle and quite the yuck, to somewhat quote my four year old niece. I will send yo all my good karma. Which isn't much, being evil, but a bunny does what she does!
 
I feel grumpy because my mom fussed about me taking care of my aunt. I took care of mom for over a decade, dangit. 24/7. Missed out on a lot of my life, to take care of her. I don't except gratitude or platitudes, but certainly didn't appreciate her being a brat because someone else needed attention. Not being mean, but mom having gone into a nursing home is saving my sanity. My aunt is sooooo much easier on me.

Vent over. Anyone caring for an elderly parent/loved one knows my pain.
 
I feel grumpy because my mom fussed about me taking care of my aunt. I took care of mom for over a decade, dangit. 24/7. Missed out on a lot of my life, to take care of her. I don't except gratitude or platitudes, but certainly didn't appreciate her being a brat because someone else needed attention. Not being mean, but mom having gone into a nursing home is saving my sanity. My aunt is sooooo much easier on me.

Vent over. Anyone caring for an elderly parent/loved one knows my pain.
recently went through something similar with my family, my grandfather has dementia and caring for him took up so much of my grandmother's time, it just wasn't fair for her. she travels a lot so it become more stressful on him as it progressed whether he traveled with her or stayed home alone. he recently moved in to the home and my mom and i and the rest of my family in the area have helped him with the process. it can be so frustrating dealing with this stuff. so, just know you aren't alone. :)
 
Thanks, TM! It helps just knowing I'm not alone. It's sad that it can get like this. It's so hard on a family. You're so good to help to adjust to his new home.
 
I have been thinking a lot about going back to school. I just found out recently that I am allowed to go to college/uni on my disability so now I am very interested in taking a veterinary assistant course and just work as one part time. Of course I am getting a lot of flack about this, lots of "of but you have to be realistic, you can't do that". Why can't I do it? I used to volunteer as one and I loved it, its not going to kill me physically and working part time at a clinic is not unheard of. It really gets me down when people tell me I need to be "realistic" and expect to do nothing for the rest of my life...The same thing happens when I talk about having a child, which I really want to do, I would love to be a mother. I was told once that it'd be cruel for the baby if I had one since I have health problems and I'd end up neglecting the child. I really don't know where people get off some times...
 
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*huggles* to Foofoo, Teen Mermaid and Hunnybun.

TM and Foofoo you are good people and have more patience and strength of heart then I could ever hope to have.

Hunnybun -don't listen to them, they are nothing but all-mighty jerks and are therefore not worth your time.
 
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Hunniebun, you know your limitations far better than anyone else If you feel you have the energies to go to classes, then go for it! You never know just how much you can do until you try.

And that nonsense about you neglecting a child. Please. My mom was quite ill, told she'd die at 21 and never have kids. She had 6 of her own, adopted four more and here she still is at 73, driving me bats. LOL! You can do it if you set your mind to i!

Thanks, Leave a Whisper! I promise I won't choke her now. Maybe. Hehehe...
 
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what's on my mind is all the stuff i have to do! and yet i'm here on mlptp, haha. i'm feeling a little overwhelmed today so it looks like i'll be up late tonight working on homework and getting some shipping stuff ready for tomorrow's trip to the post office after school. and my boyfriend wants to hang out tomorrow, too... ah i have to get better at balancing things! also been thinking about going to the gym lately, so i have a few tabs open doing research for that. among several tabs i have open for the purpose of catalogging all the g1 ponies i want now that my g3 wishlist is all finished.

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sorry for the rant, but it's good to get it out there and y'all did ask what's on my mind. ;)
 
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