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LightningSilver-Mana said:

I need to groan moan stomp and complain right now

My toe that now no longer has a toenail, hurts. ALL THE TIME.

Can't wear it with a shoe at all cause it hurts too much so switched back to my boot cast. THAT HURTS IT TOO. But I can get around a little easier.

I have an appointment tomorrow to likely discuss my endometriosis.
Could result in scheduling a surgery to remove my uterus.

I don't even want to THINK about more surgery, on top of my foot issues. But my husband pressured me to get it sorted out and dealt with...

I'm supposed to be continuing physical therapy for my foot but I don't know if the rest of this is going to interfere

I'll try physical therapy tonight and are how it feels

Oh and people are being friendlier to me now that my hair is blond. How racist.

*plunks head into a vat of whatever*

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@LightningSilver-Mana
I am so sorry you are in pain like that. Your toe will feel better soon. It takes some time. If nerve pain is involved give that a bit longer. Big hugs

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LightningSilver-Mana said:

Eh I always feel silly after ranting which is why I usually they avoiding it

I get really bad anxiety before Women's Center visits
I kinda never know what to expect
Last year they were like "you're going into surgery tomorrow! Go over to the main hospital and get preparations set up. You get sliced open at 7 a.m. tomorrow!"

..........

This time I dreaded the same only a larger surgery to remove my uterus... but turned out they want to pull a last ditch effort by switching my birth control to see if the new bc will fix my endometriosis pains and symptoms

So another appointment in 2 months.

I get 2 months to heal my foot a bit more before entertaining the notion of a larger surgery

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My cousin is 40 and she had everything removed endoscopically. She was up and driving 48 hours after. Her endometriosis was terrible. Her sister, too.

I had a friend that had the endoscopic histo and was on her back in a bed for a month. It scares me.

Thank goodness we made it through the Houston Blizzard of 2018 with no pipe damage. Woke up to 19 this morning. Yikes. I don't remember it ever being this crazy. My whole yard is full of snow, sleet and icicles. For some people that is not anything new nor a big deal. For us it has been a huge deal. We have reason to have snow suits on hand and Yuki's handmade socks saved him because, he wouldn't walk in the ice. I can't blame him. I sat in it for a few photos and the stuff burned the heck out of me it was so cold. This girlie is staying in tropical climates. I would never be able to deal with this kind of stuff all winter. Yuki was not impressed with the weather at all. In the morning he is usually eager to get up, but we had to talk him into coming out from under all his blankets to do his business. Baaaaaaaa To heck with a full bladder mom, I am staying in my den. It is going to get above freezing today and then freeze again. Man I will be glad to see the 70's again here in a couple of days. I don't know how you snow people take this all winter. I have had my fill of it already. It takes me like 10 mintues to bundle the dog up just to take him outside. I plan on making him a snowsuit out of a thrift store coat. If this ever happens again, we will be ready. Note to self: fleece under armor!!

Holy cow @tulagirl we've had such a mild winter. When did the axis shift so much?

Tak said:

Holy cow @tulagirl we've had such a mild winter. When did the axis shift so much?

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I have no idea what happened. This polar storm just came all the way down to the deep South and then stretched across to the East. It started out with wind, cold temps and then the freezing rain, sleet and snowflakes started. It was something else. Things are trying to melt, but my driveway is out for now. There is a huge layer of ice that covers the entire driveway over the ditches. So, if you try to drive over that and make any mistakes you are going to land in the ditch. So, what I did since they couldn't get me my mail yesterday, was to put a huge rubber rug over part of it so at least the mail carrier can walk safely onto the driveway from the street. We don't have any alcohol or I would make that de-ice stuff. I can't figure out what I did with my alcohol. I tried hot water and it did melt a small section of it, but really it would take a lot more and I don't' feel like going back and forth with hot water to de ice the driveway. They don't sell anything here for this kind of thing. Anti freeze is too dangerous for the wild life and if I used that it would drip into the ditches and kill many cats, birds, 4 leggy critters and whatever else uses the ditches.

WE got a dusting of snow but ice on the road and it was windy and everything out here.

It's about 8 degrees here and we didn't get any snow or ice really.

We've been in the 40's with occasional rain.

Its so windy here my mom two giant planter that weight a ton got blown over almost broke our outdoor table.

As I toughed up and watch the new It movie. Um... That was supposed to be scary that was just well a movie not bad but not scary gee. I miss Tim curry as Pennywise. The new guy look is great still hate clowns though.

Ology said:

As I toughed up and watch the new It movie. Um... That was supposed to be scary that was just well a movie not bad but not scary gee. I miss Tim curry as Pennywise. The new guy look is great still hate clowns though.

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Nobody is capable of recreating a role Tim Curry played, much less making it better. IMO

"It" is one of those movies I don't categorize as scary per say. I think it just gives me the creeps. It is different to me. So, I don't want to watch it because, it makes me feel funny inside, but its not fear really. Its like watching something on tv that makes you uncomfortable. Like I don't like chainsaw killer shows, they are not scary the violence just grosses me out.

I don't like clown that is a given but what I think scared me of the original was the spider. I hate spiders its the only scary movie thingy that really I cant watch. The new Pennywise outfit I did like and all reminds me of the sad clown painting and a ghost clown that said to come haunt children cant remember where in the world that one is from though.

MY LAMP LIVE (INSERT EVIL LAUGHTER HERE).....
I THOUGHT IT BROKE BUT NO I MADE IT LIVE AGAIN.

Got to lay off the late night monster movie binges. lol

I found out today a person who got one of my cancer cuddle pony through the Vintage toy store I leave a few to give away at. Passed away a few weeks ago. I hope my pony help her out a little not sure of age.

Well I spend two hours dealing with the post office this morning because they decided to say my home had restricted access and mail could not be delivered. I have not had mail for a while. Turns out they just took too many days off and now they are backlogged and unable to deliver the mail. So, they put my entire street and neighborhoods mail goodness knows where, they can't find it and they have no idea what they are going to do to get caught up. To sum up the mail carriers decided to make us all think it was our fault they couldn't do their work I guess. So instead of saying, "Mail delays in area expect a week wait." They put on our tracking, "Alert: your property has restricted access and the mail carrier can not deliver your mail. And they wondered why all morning so many residents were at the post office complaining. Three cheers for the USPS. They are real winners. All they did was send us all out to our cars explaining they would call us when they collected all our mail.

tulagirl said:

Well I spend two hours dealing with the post office this morning because they decided to say my home had restricted access and mail could not be delivered. I have not had mail for a while. Turns out they just took too many days off and now they are backlogged and unable to deliver the mail. So, they put my entire street and neighborhoods mail goodness knows where, they can't find it and they have no idea what they are going to do to get caught up. To sum up the mail carriers decided to make us all think it was our fault they couldn't do their work I guess. So instead of saying, "Mail delays in area expect a week wait." They put on our tracking, "Alert: your property has restricted access and the mail carrier can not deliver your mail. And they wondered why all morning so many residents were at the post office complaining. Three cheers for the USPS. They are real winners. All they did was send us all out to our cars explaining they would call us when they collected all our mail.

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Lordy bee I though our post was bad :xmashug: