I'm really struggling to stay positive here. A doctor's bill the my insurance assures me I don't owe, Wesley chipped BOTH his upper pre-molars, ... um I just got distracted by the guy in altered carbon... insane abs! ok... brain back online. At least that made me stop crying. I'm stressed over tomorrow and how busy it is, over Evelyn's trouble with math, and, gosh darn it, my surgery is kinda scary. I know it's the right thing to do. Just need to keep it together for one more day.