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Hunniebun, you know your limitations far better than anyone else If you feel you have the energies to go to classes, then go for it! You never know just how much you can do until you try.

And that nonsense about you neglecting a child. Please. My mom was quite ill, told she'd die at 21 and never have kids. She had 6 of her own, adopted four more and here she still is at 73, driving me bats. LOL! You can do it if you set your mind to i!

Thanks, Leave a Whisper! I promise I won't choke her now. Maybe. Hehehe...

Well said Evilbunnyfoofoo! Listen to her, Hunnybun, she knows what she's talking about!
 
At the bone doctors alone. Too many people here. Being elbow to elbow is really freaking me out.
I ran late due to my truck needed get gas and having to park a million miles away. So I was five mins late. Now I could be here for hours cause they had to work me end.
They said I had another copay when last time they said I did not. I am freaking out I am by myself.
Why can't people understand I don't want to talk I don't want them to touch me.
I just want to get the heck out of here.
I hate leaving my house.
 
My house manager took a special job for the holidays so she is not here for a month. The new person they sent is really kind of not my person. I guess I can deal with anything for a month.

How are you doing now @Ology
How are you feeling @Tak
 
Not good @tulagirl not good.
Yea she makes me really uncomfortable and I have to constantly tell her what to do as if she knows nothing about her own job. Then she speaks hardly at all and doesn't smile a lot. It gives me the creeps. Today I am dealing with a lot of pain and was constantly having to get up and help her. Ugggg she is gone now thank goodness. I think she was my mother's age and I really need friendly, helpful, self initiative, kindness and to not have to help them as much as they help me. It has made for a rough morning to say the least. I guess I just really like my original house manager a lot. She is a tiny person like me with a great personality and very caring/merciful type spirited person. She just comes in and gets done what needs to be done without me having to do anything. She smiles a lot and always asks me how I am doing and stuff. Super friendly. It was so hard having some person I didn't know come into this situation. I like to just have the same person over and over. And this woman thought nothing of interrupting me three times when I was on the phone which I was always taught is super rude no matter what.

Forgive my rant. I had a difficult evening with someone I know here in town and I am in a boo hoo mood let me tell ya.
 
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I currently feel like jumping off a cliff into a vally and never being found.
 
I found the item tracker thingy for my grandma at best buy! That woman is always losing her keys, or her purse, or something else. This will be super helpful.
 
Just tired all day and sore

After 8 a.m. tried to do things but cause I didn't have enough sleep my mind noped and refused to let me do anything so I had to sleep

Later went to my physical therapy appointment, mailed out 2 packages of customs, paid bills, bought first Christmas for my brother... Which is really hard but I always find him a few things. Just buy him useful stuff

Car refused to start even died while backing it out... But restarted it again and once we got going it got us home x.x

I'm always so scared of getting stranded whenever I drive my car anywhere

I actually avoid having to drive most of the time cause of it

Got back home and have been sore and tired rest of the night

Was ready to go to bed as early as 8:30 p.m. but my mom called which perked me up a bit and here I am a hour later not asleep

But I'll get to there in a while probably
 
I wish I could report my slight increase of positivity was a Christmas Miracle be I can not. I have been put on a new medicine for my depression that I guess is working. I am still waiting for a panel of blood works that I had to have done the other day to come back. I had to be poke and prodded all in the name of heath and all that. Sigh.
 
My New meds are finally working and I must say I feel so much better.NO major panic attack in 3 days. But I do tend to ramble on and on when I talk or type.
And sleeping is not easy but my doctor said that will pass.

So sorry if I pop up in thread and talk my mom and dad are tired of my chatting away LOL. Feeling like my self again I the greatest Christmas gift beside a Baby Heather Doll.
 
Had my last scheduled foot and ankle appointment today

Got prescribed a antibiotic for my red puffy toe that got a procedure in October, if antibiotic doesn't work then they're taking the nail off x.x

In good news though I got gift money sorted out and bought my first HQG1C today! I got the blank white boy pony for pitentialbait stock and woukdlike to order the Genie one to have a sparkly pony base.

Gotta make some more pony sales to do that though.

Time for more water and maybe mybsecond antibiotic dose
 
I am stressed out sad and depressed.
 
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I'm finally getting to see the podiatrist for my ingrown toenail tomorrow.... I'm hoping that walking will be less painful afterwards. Otherwise feeling lonely. My only friend borrowed my ice cream scoop in July and still hasn't returned it. The darn thing cost $50 and I really want it back. I don't understand why she hasn't returned it. :(
 
Oh @Tak I have had ingrown toenail surgery done on both big toes both sides. Need to have it done again on one toe right side as they have come back. Why in the world would an ice cream scoop cost 50.00? She has not returned it because that is what people do. It has been done to me several times. You will have to ask for it back and maybe even make a trip over there to get it. I don't loan stuff out anymore because of this problem.
 
I almost never loan anything out. @tulagirl this ice cream scoop is awesome. I've always had trouble due to my wrists and penchant for the real stuff, which tends to be harder than the stuff loaded with preservatives and other chemicals. I broke, bent or otherwise destroyed every ice cream scoop of every type I could find, and bent or broke lots of spoons. $50 (rounded up after sales tax) is a ridiculous amount. I was desperate for something that worked. This has put in over 5 years of good service. Evelyn can even use it safely. If I don't have it back by next month then I'll have to track her down. She's been in custody and visitation debates for an entire year.
 
THE MOVIE SHAPE OF WATER WAS SO GOOD.... I CRIED!
 
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