- Joined
- Jul 5, 2005
- Messages
- 1,606
Why is it that whenever things seem to be going up, something has to drag us back down again?
I was doing really well.
Finally blocked the ex on facebook so he can't talk to me. He can still see messages I post etc but can't chat with me at random. We need to be able to see posts since we're part of the same LARP but he was treating me like we're great friends when I'm not over him yet and chatting like that hurts me a lot. It doesn't help that his new girlfriend (whom he started dating right away) is moving in with him and treats me like we're best friends. ARG! But, I was doing well, haven't had a depressed about him issue all week.
Worked all five days this week and am off for the weekend to Thanksgiving with the family. Fun, even when there's the odd relative you wish wasn't there.
Have LARP in a week and am nearly done my All Hallows costume for the in game contest. It looks fantastic!
Was planning to go to Medieval Times with my best friends for a birthday.
I go onto Facebook and send them a message asking when we're going. Don't hear back all afternoon, then notice their statuses...they're all there...at Medieval Times....tonight. The just dropped me out of the planning stages and went instead. Not a word about it to me. Only loads of pictures from the show and how much fun they're having.
It just feels like one little thing managed to break down the good week and I've just crashed right into the ground. I have no idea what happened, and I can't ask them right now because they aren't on, and I don't really know how to broach the subject. This sort of thing has been happening a lot lately, friends just leaving me out of all the big plans that everyone else in our circle is part of. I know I live a bit away from everyone, but I have always found ways to get into town to do stuff when there were plans.
Well, that's my ranting, just needed to get it out there. Soon there will be sleep, and then climbing back up out of the crater my crash created.
I was doing really well.
Finally blocked the ex on facebook so he can't talk to me. He can still see messages I post etc but can't chat with me at random. We need to be able to see posts since we're part of the same LARP but he was treating me like we're great friends when I'm not over him yet and chatting like that hurts me a lot. It doesn't help that his new girlfriend (whom he started dating right away) is moving in with him and treats me like we're best friends. ARG! But, I was doing well, haven't had a depressed about him issue all week.
Worked all five days this week and am off for the weekend to Thanksgiving with the family. Fun, even when there's the odd relative you wish wasn't there.
Have LARP in a week and am nearly done my All Hallows costume for the in game contest. It looks fantastic!
Was planning to go to Medieval Times with my best friends for a birthday.
I go onto Facebook and send them a message asking when we're going. Don't hear back all afternoon, then notice their statuses...they're all there...at Medieval Times....tonight. The just dropped me out of the planning stages and went instead. Not a word about it to me. Only loads of pictures from the show and how much fun they're having.
It just feels like one little thing managed to break down the good week and I've just crashed right into the ground. I have no idea what happened, and I can't ask them right now because they aren't on, and I don't really know how to broach the subject. This sort of thing has been happening a lot lately, friends just leaving me out of all the big plans that everyone else in our circle is part of. I know I live a bit away from everyone, but I have always found ways to get into town to do stuff when there were plans.
Well, that's my ranting, just needed to get it out there. Soon there will be sleep, and then climbing back up out of the crater my crash created.