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I am bummed Two of my ponies one a custom Kuja by @LightningSilver-Light and my Wysteria normal pony have gone missing in this packing to move deal. I threw some box out and I fear they might be gone and the trash is already been picked up. I have looked in ever bag, box and tote and no sign of my ponies. Kuja cant be replaced and my Wysteria was special my mom got it for me for my birthday many years ago she was a G3 that I loved.
 
I've had difficulty sleeping the last few nights. I've been feeling stressed and worried about the future lately, and depressed that I don't have anyone to talk to about my fears and insecurities anymore. I used to be able to rely on my best friend for emotional support, but she's moving on with her own life and I pretty much have no part in it. I don't have any other friends and my mother and boyfriend can't help me. I feel very alone with my problems.
 
I am bummed Two of my ponies one a custom Kuja by @LightningSilver-Light and my Wysteria normal pony have gone missing in this packing to move deal. I threw some box out and I fear they might be gone and the trash is already been picked up. I have looked in ever bag, box and tote and no sign of my ponies. Kuja cant be replaced and my Wysteria was special my mom got it for me for my birthday many years ago she was a G3 that I loved.

Oh no hun~ That's no good! Hopefully he resurfaces after your move. After everything's settled in the move let me know if you find him.

If he's gone for good, I'll make you a replacement Kuja pony. I never tire of improving his design and making newer better versions of him.

Actually, he's a testament custom that I always do for the sake of marking my milestones for improvement. I made him just a year ago about, but that's okay. I once made him like a few months apart from his first version.
 
Thank you @LightningSilver-Light that very kind of you. Also after going thru my boxes again I have a few more ponies to add to the bunch. I cant believe how stupide I am to lose these ponies. I guess I got too much on my plate and keep messing up a lot. I will be happy when the move doctor app and my Oral surgerys are over.
 
I am bummed Two of my ponies one a custom Kuja by @LightningSilver-Light and my Wysteria normal pony have gone missing in this packing to move deal. I threw some box out and I fear they might be gone and the trash is already been picked up. I have looked in ever bag, box and tote and no sign of my ponies. Kuja cant be replaced and my Wysteria was special my mom got it for me for my birthday many years ago she was a G3 that I loved.
*hugz*
 
I slept hard last night and I'm glad I did. I feel all energetic and shtuff. Plus I started My little shetland pony for daughter.
 
lol a dose of irony... I was just telling @Ology in private that I haven't been able to accept every trade offer I get, due to lack of funds Dx

If I take on too may trade transactions and materials and shipping aren't covered, I risk over drafts on my bank account~

I'm currently ahead on sales in money and stuff, but just this week I mis-calculated my funds and the PayPal transfer time, and I ended up with...

AN OVER DRAFT lol. And I completely blame K-Mart for it. IT'S ALL K-MART'S FAULT!!!!

I was able to get it waived today though, since the last time this has happened to me was 2011~ same thing, got carried away on shipping out gift customs and... went to... K-MART.... and racked up $90.00 in fees of over draft charges Dx

Explained to them that PayPal didn't transfer as swiftly as I'd liked, and they waived all of it that time too~

I make mistakes with these things now and then, they are imperfect~

But when I decline a trade, it's because I don't want to keep a recipient waiting for months on end when I may or may not have the extra funds, and to protect myself from over-spending my account~

But even with today, I know miscalculations happen, and I can still ship out gifts and such no prob~

Just... man. PayPal transfer times are a real killer at times.
 
I hate model horse tack. it always breaks
 
its finally getting cold here . the winds are icy and sharp boo. November is not my favorite month
 
New protocols for surgical cleaning of rooms and instruments at the vet office I'm employed at. Not really sure what it will mean for my job yet. Could be something amazing, or something not so amazing.
 
I'm coming down with a bad cold~

been tired most of the day. Took 2-3 15 minutes naps, finally got around to a full 1 hour nap after feeding me and my kids dinner.
Had 2 cups of hot chocolate today, those made me feel pretty good.

Sometimes I'd lay down to nap, and get a vision for a custom pony commission I'm working on so I'd pop back up out of bed and start crafting my vision.
I was chatting with hubby's and my babe through Facebook, and I'd "snore" in our chat and blow bubbles and he'd pop them lol

Our babe... I think I've mentioned my spouse is bisexual so we have a boyfriend in our relationship. A closed connected triangle... I believe the correct term is "polyfidelity". We're all working towards moving him over to our location to live with us or near us~ it's been a very up-lifting experience and goal. We've been saving up for his bus pass~ have over half the money saved so far.
His and our connection has been purely emotional and mental so far~ we have a 3-way chat we call our "feesh den" and we just bond, be silly blooping like feeshes~ along random silly things. Both babe and spouse are into Friendship is Magic o3o so that gets to be a pretty awesome topic among us.

The commission I'm working on is of ffxiii-2 Chocolina, the chocobo lady merchant lol~ as I was layering her tail feathers this morning, it got to feeling all "festive Thanksgiving Turkey-like". Yellow, cream, orange and red layered feathers. I was like "yep feels like I'm crafting a turkey".
 
I am scared of needing another Iron Transfusion for my anima. I also Keep getting really sick and I am scared I might have to go to the hospital if I keep getting sick and it gets worse. No insurance mean No doctors so I have to go through all this mess with just luck, family and lots of rest.
Also my back and legs hurt so bad from where the SSI doctor was checking them. I pray I get my SSI so I can go to the doctors and get what I need.
 
Yesterday afternoon I was playing games when there was a storm and I had to switch everything off. Then once it had passed, it was pretty dark in the room still, so I turned on the light and went to the bathroom. When I came back, the light was off. Turns out the electricity was off yet again. It had been off for five hours and was still off when we decided to just go to sleep at around 8pm. The worst part was that it was just this one block. Everyone else in the area had power.

I had pony dreams last night and woke up depressed again, because I have no idea when next I'll get my hands on even one pony. I check the local classifieds every day, and there's never anything posted. I can't buy them online because with the postal strike on I can't even get ponies from inside my own country. I start to get desperate when I haven't bought a new pony in at least a month.

I've been planning this costume I've wanted to make for my boyfriend's year-end work function, but I can't find the base for it anywhere, so I'm probably going to have to rent a cheap costume instead. I don't know if I'm happy with that, because on the one hand I wanted to impress his colleagues, upstage the other girlfriends there and give him something to be proud of having on his arm... but on the other hand if I don't do it there'd be money for games and ponies instead...

Also this is my 666th post! Yay! :bunny:
 
I am scared of needing another Iron Transfusion for my anima. I also Keep getting really sick and I am scared I might have to go to the hospital if I keep getting sick and it gets worse. No insurance mean No doctors so I have to go through all this mess with just luck, family and lots of rest.
Also my back and legs hurt so bad from where the SSI doctor was checking them. I pray I get my SSI so I can go to the doctors and get what I need.

I hope you do too, is it possible for you to get some iron pills OTC or something?

There was a black widow on the porch, fortunately my neighbor was outside and willing to slay it for me. Never send an arachnophobic to do an unarachnophobic's job.
 
I'm still trying to quit my current house cleaning job...Been doing it for 8 months now and its really taking a toll on my body. I'm not supposed to even do this kind of physical work because of my health but I needed money and it was one of the easiest jobs to get. I have been waiting a month and a week to quit because my boss had surgery and I said I'd stay until she recovers enough to come back to work...Well...Its been a while now and I hope she comes back and replaces me soon. I like helping her and all and the money is always nice but not when its making me sick and causing me pain. *sigh*
 
I hope you can find something easier on you soon, Hunniebun! Working in pain is the worst.
 
I had a bad episode today with my anxiety. I also have been very very very sick this week. I get sick at the drop of a hat if you need to know. I am kind weak still and I have lost my voice and my stomach and chest hurt still. My bones hurt I hate it when it that kinda pain. Painkillers don't work on those pain only heat and laying down helps.

I had an anxiety attach over insurance and some other bills that popped up out of no where. Also my sister was hurting so bad my mom had to rush her to Hospital. There they found out she is 4 week pregnant. Normally I be on cloud nine but if you did not know she had a miscarriage about a month or so ago. We have our fingers cross until its out of the danger zone as the doctors put it.

Gods I want out of this bed. I am so bored.
 
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