If you don't mind me asking, what happened Ology?
It's a routin thing and this year it's got to change and it cuts out the one thing for the past 5 years I have gotton back into and very much enjoyed. Trick or treating.
This year my mom and aunt instead of the family get together and trick or treating with my nieces. Have to help out at a trunk or treat at my parents church. I've been told we still will go to my aunts neighborhood and trick or treat but I highly doubt it.
I don't like change especially holiday ones.
I am sorry if it sounds selfish and like a over grown kid but I can't do the whole adulting anyway. I am just used to a routin and this kinda freaks me out depresses me and just make me pout up.
I have asbergers I am not using it as an excuse but it's like the world ends when thing change. So yeah I am not in my Halloween routine.
I don't like it and my mom ask me to help with the church thing. No way I would do that. I have to give up my routine and I am not making myself depress going out and doing the ADULT routine on Halloween. Not going to happen. Call me shellfish call me a over grown kid I have been called worse by my parents and others.
I don't like going to thing like this I hate crowds.
Also the people in my aunts little set of houses know me and don't mind me trick or treating if I tried that at the church thing they call me weird or worse.
Also the bible belt at least where I live don't do the scary stuff at these things its a fall fest blah! As a kid they were fun and spooky but the way the church is now its no that way and is boring. I don't go to church for one I hate crowds, I cant stand being hugged or touched and they do that at my parent church.
Also I cant stand the where have you been you should come more going to church is important or you go to the bad place.
Growing up the church was not like that when I was a kid and the original pastor was there but once he left and I got older it all went south.
So Nothing against churches if you go to them but I don't like the getting together part of church. I also have different views of Higher powers when are not what everyone else see so yeah. I don't get along with the whole way my parent church and its things are run,
I will either freak out at the truck or treat or say something that will be not nice if I am told to come to church or go to the bad place.
I just want my aunt to cook chile and my family to get together and me and my niece go around the little area where my aunt live and trick or treat for a hour or so and then go back eat and talk and me and my niece can trade candy.
I don't care if Its childish it make me happy and want to get out and there is very little that make me want to get out and do things. Also I don't have a lot of things to make me happy so when one thing is messed up its depressing