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So, I don’t know if it’s the time of year (post (gray cold and snowy eewwww). Or if it’s just because one working six day work weeks with 12 hour shifts.
But I have been feeling like a giant blob of nothingness lately. Like, I get up, go to work, come home eat and bed. And that is basically my week. Then on my day off I do “adult” things like laundry and clean. Then I’m off again to do the work stuff. It’s just been this cycle all month.
In the last week a couple of my friends have asked what we’re doing for my birthday this year. I was joking when I responded “sleeping” but now that my birthday is 4 days away - that’s kind of exactly what I want. But I feel horrible for feeling that way. Usually my birthday is the only time my friends and I really get together and go out (and get a little silly with the Toronto night life).... so it’s a time that my friends look forward to. This year I’m just not feeling it at all. Maybe it’s because of my age, maybe because I’ve been a lot more self conscious this year but I just want to be a hermit... maybe with Clover to snuggle.
But I have been feeling like a giant blob of nothingness lately. Like, I get up, go to work, come home eat and bed. And that is basically my week. Then on my day off I do “adult” things like laundry and clean. Then I’m off again to do the work stuff. It’s just been this cycle all month.
In the last week a couple of my friends have asked what we’re doing for my birthday this year. I was joking when I responded “sleeping” but now that my birthday is 4 days away - that’s kind of exactly what I want. But I feel horrible for feeling that way. Usually my birthday is the only time my friends and I really get together and go out (and get a little silly with the Toronto night life).... so it’s a time that my friends look forward to. This year I’m just not feeling it at all. Maybe it’s because of my age, maybe because I’ve been a lot more self conscious this year but I just want to be a hermit... maybe with Clover to snuggle.