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So after a few aeons in the depression pit, I LIVE!

Who wants to have a tea party? With lotsa dancing.
 
evilbunnyfoofoo said:
So after a few aeons in the depression pit, I LIVE!

Who wants to have a tea party? With lotsa dancing.
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Can I bring my dolls to the tea party. They ever so much want to play lol.
glad to see you bunny
 
Leave a Whisper said:
I got some W.A.S.P, Iron Maiden, Nirvana and Alice in Chains cds. How crazy can we get with those?
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I can slam dance to even Mozart, I'm that hardcore. :D

Ology said:
Can I bring my dolls to the tea party. They ever so much want to play lol.
glad to see you bunny
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We'll all have a rockin' time: peoples, ponies, dolls and dalmatians!
 
evilbunnyfoofoo said:
So after a few aeons in the depression pit, I LIVE!

Who wants to have a tea party? With lotsa dancing.
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I am totally in for this. Yuki will love it as he absolutely love's doll tea parties. He is more than willing to each the doll's tea cakes, goldfish crackers and dump over the honey tea pot. He is a real party man. This party though must have lots of toys to keep us busy. If you put on Alice in Chains you have lost me. I can't take that at all. Can we just listen to Disney Music? Baaaaaa
 
awww I wanted to listen to die antwood and rob zombie
 
Tee hee I guess I will just wear earplugs. I can't take the heavy stuff at all. It makes me feel like I am going to cry.
 
We'll find awesome music we can all rock to. Or maybe I'll just do a fantastic solo on my harmonica. because I'm so gifted.


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Tee hee now that would be great. We could just create our own hick band. I will bring a big pot and spoon! Then we can all sing "Gloom, Despair and Agony on me! Deep dark depression, excessive misery, if it weren't for bad luck I'd have no luck at all! Gloom, Despair and Agony on me." If that is what it was called. Baaaaa
 
I want to play the bottle you blow into. Gods Now I need to go listen to Doolie from the Andy Griffith show
 
Back into a not so good place today. Personal life and health issue just make me a wreck and I am not sure how long this one going to last. I just don't want to end up in the Hospital again.
 
Okay so R2 says this morning he has to go into work for only two hours. I am super excited because he is going to take me to a brand new junk store I heard about. He calls at 11am to tell me he has to do all the police footage work and the reports but it will only take 3o mins. I said, "Okay well see you this afternoon." Ticked him off so he hung up on me. Sometimes he is silly. Like I would care about that. I am my mother's child. Pffft. At 3pm I sent him nasty message on the texter. "So, how is your full day at work going? Should I expect you for dinner now that it is 2pm?"
I can't imagine what kind of mood he is going to come home in but I really must yell:
I ToLd YoU So!:p
Meanwhile back at Tulas...I am super bummed. I didn't get to go to said junk store today, R2 didn't get his day off as usual and this has been a pucky day downright pooh pucky the polka dotted stinky ducky. I have to be super nice when he comes home when I would rather scream, spit, say nasty words and stomp my feet in protest. Ugg Gah Meh
Pucky Pooh Polka Dotted Stinky Ducky Day Booo.
The only thing I accomplished today was sticking the tinky winky stinky couch covers in the washing machine.
 
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I don't understand my mom. I was having a train wreck of a mind attack last night and mom just throws something about not using what prob would have help get my disability fast down the tube. Then tells me it will be ok and not worry and all and I believe her. Then I call to see if she still got to get my niece today and she "acting" like I do when I have about a thousand things on my mind and just get upset. I told her last night and I have told many. I know other people go through crap like me but its hard to come to the leave of its not about me when I am upset like this. She make it out like I want to be some spoil brat who just not care about anything. I care but not on a leave that apparently I should. SO ACTION LIKE ME when she feel like it will get my goat and show I how I am is a good thing.

I am sorry I am not normal and can just calmly go on when something is bothering me or you drop a big weight on me when were about to go to bed. I am sorry I don't just get on the leave of Normal people like my sister and sympathize so easily.
But when you go and just act like I do to get my goat I don't understand. It does more harm then good. SHe done this sense I was little.It got a little better after my Asperger and axitity was found out by a real doctor and my depression was noted.

Now she does it again. I know how I act its not because I want to act that way its just the way I am. throwing it back at me does nothing be hurt and makes me feel worse. I don't know about her but it make me want to just no care and go to dark places a lot.
 
I am sorry @Ology yesterday must not have been a good communication day between mother's and daughters. I guess there are some people that just lack something in their personality to understand how their behavior, reactions and comments affect people. Sometimes they think they are helping and they are making everything worse. Sometimes certain people are the wrong people to talk to. Yet we want to talk to them so badly, or we have no one else. Its a vicious circle.
 
tulagirl said:
I am sorry @Ology yesterday must not have been a good communication day between mother's and daughters. I guess there are some people that just lack something in their personality to understand how their behavior, reactions and comments affect people. Sometimes they think they are helping and they are making everything worse. Sometimes certain people are the wrong people to talk to. Yet we want to talk to them so badly, or we have no one else. Its a vicious circle.
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Too right and well put @tulagirl
 
Tak said:
Too right and well put @tulagirl
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I pretty much told her last night how much it bothered me. She was trying to hold my hand and be all sweet. I am starting to think she might need to see a doctor. This double mood and some other things she been doing. I am not giving her a pass but after this and other things. I think she needs to see a docter.


If I hear you'll miss hearing my voice again I'll scream too. I don't retain the sounds of my family that have pass away. Sad yes but it's just the way I am. My mom I think got a bit up set by that. But I am just being honest I mean nothing bad by it and there are some I wish I could remember their voices.
 
It sounds to me like she may be having her own emotional issues dealing with the conditions that you have that are not your fault. She is not handling them well, but I'm not sure exactly if she is aware of how that is translating to you. Sometimes when I feel down and DH tries to help me, but doesn't do much I'll say You're going to miss me one day. I am just trying to make him realize how precious time is. I'm not trying to make him feel bad. Sometimes the things we say don't translate to others the way we intend. I'm not saying that she is in the clear, I am just wondering if the two of you are not on the same wavelength when it comes to what is said and how its translated. She may be thinking about whether or not she's going to be missed. I don't know how old she is, but I know that this is been bothering me a little lately. Sometimes we go through periods in life where all of the sudden we wonder how long we'll be here and if people will remember us when we're gone. It's kind of like a crisis.

My mom has always had a difficult time dealing with the way my mind sees what she says also. In fact she sees things in a bizarre way and I'm not understanding that either. This causes a lot of fighting between my mother and I, when it is not her fault or mine it's two brains that are sort of messed up trying to communicate with one another and it isn't working well. She doesn't understand my circumstances at all, and always think she has the answer. This drives me crazy. But in her mind she thinks that she's helping me. And I can't seem to explain to her that it is the worst thing in the world when she does that to me. Because then I have to explain why I can't do what she just spent half an hour telling me. I would just like to say that your relationship with your mother is probably very similar to many other mothers and daughters out there who have this breakdown in communication between each other. It's probably more normal than you ever thought.
 
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